yesterday two meditations and today

I can't gaurentee i can post everyday because i really don't go on the computer everyday. Although i will definitely try to say what happened in the past. Also guys for some reason i think my comments havent been showing up if someone could give me so advice on that maybe i am just doing it wrong or something oh well i will see.

yesterday morning: yesterday morning was not a very good one in the sense of really concentrating because i was kind really sleepy yesterday and slept most of the day so it wasn't quite morning when i meditated it was mid afternoon because thats when i had the chance. i don't remember how my hands felt.

Yesterday night: Again i was sleepy but it was better than the morning they were both cold and i felt pretty relaxed and focused a lot on breathing.

This morning: i meditated in the middle of my hallway because i thought it would be a good place for the moment. I felt like i was kind of rushing myself wish i kind of wish i didn't but my mind was kind of racing. My once side was cold and the other was warm i believe it was the side that you think about the past that was warm.

this evening: My meditation this evening was a little big less rushed. Both of my sides were cold which migh have something to do with the fact that i delt with a lot of issues dealing with my past and i did a lot better relaxing and not rushing stuff which helped with the blockages

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