i think that tuesdays meditatin in class was the stragest and intense one so far. that day i had a real bad headache so it was very hard to get into the meditation and there was so much pressure in my head. but i guess for the first time (for a long period of time) i was able to get into thoughtlessness. i realized at the end..... very strange feeling....

and i am happy to say, now both of my hands are not exactly cool yet but they arn't warm!

since tuesday i havent been as able to get into thoughtlessness for as long amount of time but slowly but shirly im makin progress.

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